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Dec. 21st, 2008 | 01:55 pm
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jensen has ruined music for me. I can't listen to eluvium now without thinking of being with him in florida, lying on his bed with his arm over the small of my back and his face buried in my neck while listening to eluvium and george satie. and then I miss him. THIS IS SHITTY AND I DON'T LIKE IT.
I get to see him again in a month, and I mean that is pretty soon, but STILL. A MONTH IS A LOT OF DAYS.
it's weird how I could mostly function without him until I realized how happy he actually makes me. now I am semi-retarded all the time. the worst part is that I never wanted to be like this with him, I never wanted to ~fall for him~ and be all ~sensitive to his needs~ and think about how ~great~ he is or whatever stupid crap I think about now. but I TOTALLY AM and it is simultaneously awesomer and more unbearable than I expected. uggghh you guys.
I get to see him again in a month, and I mean that is pretty soon, but STILL. A MONTH IS A LOT OF DAYS.
it's weird how I could mostly function without him until I realized how happy he actually makes me. now I am semi-retarded all the time. the worst part is that I never wanted to be like this with him, I never wanted to ~fall for him~ and be all ~sensitive to his needs~ and think about how ~great~ he is or whatever stupid crap I think about now. but I TOTALLY AM and it is simultaneously awesomer and more unbearable than I expected. uggghh you guys.
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:05 pm (UTC)
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:06 pm (UTC)
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jim_duong
date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:13 pm (UTC)
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i non-secretly love this as of late.
crushes are weird. i mean, how could a word mean infatuation and to press or squeeze with force or violence AT THE SAME TIME. but it makes total sense.
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meeokie
date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:22 pm (UTC)
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ps. Its snowing like fuck here, and I had to drive from Jeffys to NH and I went 30 mph down they highway and it SUCKED.
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)
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PS: UGGGGGGGH GROSS! I'm on the cape and it's raining here which is even shittier because it's washing away all the pretty snow, and then it's going to turn into ice. WOW GOOD JOB WINTER.
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 07:56 pm (UTC)
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 12:19 am (UTC)
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 06:21 am (UTC)
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etymological
date: Dec. 21st, 2008 10:44 pm (UTC)
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we meet on the internet.
every night.
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 12:18 am (UTC)
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 11:12 pm (UTC)
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 12:18 am (UTC)
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date: Dec. 21st, 2008 11:35 pm (UTC)
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 12:19 am (UTC)
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shit4dreams
date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 01:11 am (UTC)
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but it is the best thing ever...if you know what "i love you" means.
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 04:19 am (UTC)
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raetehytan
date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 01:51 am (UTC)
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Get webcams. Get naked. Awkwardly tell us about it.
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date: Dec. 22nd, 2008 04:17 am (UTC)
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